Finding my way


It’s been a while since I just wrote about me.  Between endless poetic days mixed with a bit of fiction on the side, I deliberatly forgot about myself for a space in time.  Call it self survival, hibernation mode, party days, blurry nights, whatever you may. I needed some time away from myself. Because I…

Ashley


It’s in the way You look at her When she is not aware Of your subtle presence She makes you smile When you describe her to me Excited about her every moves Her every texts She sends your way You are already in love With someone you have yet to kiss Because she doesn’t really…

Left Lane


While I was watching you walk around your tiny apartment last night.  Your curves and long sleek legs, undulating with the blue rays of the tv playing the latest chill mix. We were chill. Almost like we’ve danced before, around each other, sharing some laughter and cheap wines. With the sounds of the dishwasher in…

4am


I still see you lying next to me Telling me stories that never existed Thinking I might believe something about you I still feel you moving next to me At 4 in the morning Unable to sleep, to love Have you ever wondered How hurting me will hurt you more in return Loving your mouth…

Prouesses


  The city is full of a population guarded against one another.  While I was making out with him last night, I was wondering where he was.  Because his hands were all over me, but his soul was out, somewhere, buried deep inside shadows of hurtful past experiences and roads less traveled. You stand before…

Night adventures in the neighborhood


As I was walking back home tonight, enjoying the last summer nights, I was reflecting on life.  I’ve been doing that a lot this past few months. Why am I alone ?  Am I gonna be a lone wolf forever ? I am afraid, that it is going to be a long path to walk…

Open roads of Love


If you love me, why did you leave me, take my body, take my body….   – Kodaline   Once again I find myself walking the line of the precipice The only difference this time, is that I am alone I let go of those hands at the beginning of summer With the sun becoming more…

The butterfly effect


Life is ephemeral. The way you look changes every day, fades, hair becomes whiter, skin draws lines, breathes becomes weaker, heart grows older. Trees outside, becomes bigger, taller, the leaves falls and they grow back again. Your family pet, ages, 7 years at a time faster, increments of time lived in black and white. Everything…

Highlands


I’ve left it all upon the Highlands the fears of the unknowns hanging by one seagull on a cliff sunshine on the horizon blue waters below while you confidently manoeuver the treacherous paved curves holding on firmly the five rounds of the stick shift I begin to trust again the ups and downs are all…

Project Boyfriend


  In this city of constant renewal, i’m looking for steadiness I might have more luck looking for gold in a gravel pit Fuck I’ve dated Around and around We go Circling the streets of love, stumbling instead in strangers shadows I’ve tried, to not get attached to you Reminiscing on your last kiss Blissfully…

Glitters


Sparkling in the dark corners Where reality and stardom collide You are sitting, in the back alley With your buttoned up shirt Sleek hair holding on I let go Of all my clothes Slowly Dancing every notes While you are gazing The lights shining All of me Mercy Your mouth drops My skirt too Your…

The death of the butterflies


I came back from Downtown and Forever…alone in a cab. I had such high hopes for this, the exhiliration was palpable. What happened?  The butterflies flew away the minute I saw him. He was wonderful, very attractive physically and mentally but my body’s chemistry, for some reason, was not responding to him…whatsoever…dead….finish….capoute! We had a…

Downtown and Forever


I have agreed to the most interesting, weirdest, intriguing proposal of a relationship I’ve ever had so far in my life. I’m writing to you this morning with butterflies in my stomach. Not sure if they are scared or excited but they are very much alive. And let me tell you ladies (and gentleman) he…

Riding the Driver


As I was lingering on my cloudy patio this morning, draped in a white wool long sweater, enjoying this time off by myself and reading some well nourishing french litterature, I saw her coming out of the building. Front door open for a while, a city bus service waiting patiently, driver out to greet her…

Strong and Drippy


I should be studying this morning, but my head is full of words, bouncing away, ready to be inked down. The minute I listen to music, my mind starts flowing higher and pictures starts forming words.  I’ve discovered I can’t study with music, well I can but it will most certainly end up being more…

Lucky number 7


I’m coming to you liiiiiive, from my own kitchen on this Sunday night. It’s been seven whole days of no drinks and somewhat healthier living. For the first day today, I feel better, physically and emotionally, it gives me hope. But fuck I’m bored!  I’ve never been so much between these walls since I’ve moved…